"Come As You Are"

Come as you are, as you were,
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy.
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is yours, don't be late.
Take a rest, as a friend, as an old memoria
Memoria [x3]

Come dowsed in mud, soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend, as a friend, as an old memoria
Memoria [x3]

And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun [x2]

Memoria [x3]

Memoria - and I don't have a gun

And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun [x4]

Memoria [x2]

survive

I tried to survive. Without a word, without a rhyme in each of my conscience. Tired of waiting, Love you never reciprocated. Funny indeed, I can still smile, laugh to see you there with him. Funny indeed, I still miss you. Although I know your heart is dead to me. Funny indeed, the heart is always rosy though I cry for you every night. Funny indeed, I was just expecting you. Although always wound I got. In my pain, taste is still hope for you.

My inner voice is always the same tone every day. Singing a song of longing just for you. Have you ever felt what I felt? Have you noticed the amount of flavor that I gave? Lonely alone, forgotten. You just disappeared. And I am silent in thought, lonely and shivering in fear. Realize that how far you are, how quiet my soul.

Is there feel the same way I feel? Or is it only a sense of hope? There was no intention to forget. I tried to accept if it wishes to go. I want to be your rainbow, which will always be able to make your life more colorful in my own way.
I know, maybe I’m not one of them my best. But I know, I’ve got their own way to make you happy. Comfortable with you, even though you can not ever had. Not for me this morning, too, this morning for our story that has past. Good morning love. From every beat of my heart, which I remember only your name. Although you’re not mine. If better without you, I would prefer the best.

AI

Bakal rosak button Ctrl dan Z................................ bukan sebab aku artist 

tapi sebab aku guna Ai -adobe illustrator ._.

assignment too much

Gila punya orang assignment kau berlambak pun kau nak update blog kau apa kes ?

Ingat ada orang nak baca ?

Ingat ada orang nak kesah kau punya blog hidup ke tak ?

Ingat kau update blog siap assignment kau ?

Ingat kau punye post ni boleh kasi naik kau punye pointer ?

Ingat lecturer kau kesah kau tak siap assignment sebab kau kena update blog ?

Kau ni kenapa huh ?

Berhenti type ! Pergi buat assignment too much kau tu !

Sakai !

*Monolog di dalam kepala.

HAHAHA.

Kay.

I sedikit tertekan dibuat assignment yang datang sekali gus.

Budak kelas lain assignment dia datang satu satu tapi ntah la kenapa kelas I dia datang sekali gus.

Assignment berat pulak tu.

Bukan yang main isi data, bukan yang cincai punye tapi yang utama punye.

Dah tu, INDIVIDUAL pulak tu.

Aduyai.

Berat bahu ku di hempuk tulang belakang.

Ntah apa ntah I merepek.

Itu antara assignment dan quiz yang I catat.

Dan hampir semua lecturer nak dalam minggu depan.

Aww aww sakit kepala.

Sejak akhir akhir ni, kepala I selalu sakit la.

Mungkin sebab tidur tak tentu masa kot.

Risau jugak kalau dapat migrain.

Semoganya tidak.

Di akhir kata, aku letakkan sepotong ayat Al-Quran untuk kita semua saling renung renungkan.

THE MOST HONOURABLE OF YOU WITH ALLAH IS THAT (BELIEVER) WHO HAS AT-TAQWA. VERILY, ALLAH IS ALL-KNOWING, ALL-AWARE.

I got this !!

guys . . u see that ?? what is that ?? I don't understand . 
hahaa carik pasal kejap . :D

freedom . .

hye guys . . okey , today story about freedom . what means of freedom ?? yes . exactly guys . bebas . bak kata johan , kebebasan pun adui . hehe  

story about freedom nie ada banyak I nak story , tp kali nie I story about freedom more in relationship . what ?? boring in relationship ?? . hahaa usual la tu . daa faham sangat daa .  yeah . memang kadang-ii 

boring pun . tp klu yg betol-ii love each other . alhamduliah . hope to get maried . amin .  I pray for u all . but . yg mcm I nie . mcm mne pulak ?? hmm . tu laa . 

people say , life must go on . .  

yeah that's true . memang pun . walaupun I  da banyak kali kena tipu dengan lelaki . I tetap sabar.  tp klu u all baru break . it's okey . kumbang bukan satu . and bunga bukan sekuntum . u all nak menangis air mata darah pun bukan boleh get back balik . klu boleh pun , mesti suasana dy tak sama kan ?? tak apa . 

kalau ada jodoh tak kemana.

so , selama I single ni , sometime , I bahagia sangat . sebab ? I dapat kebebasan , berjimat cermat , tak kecewa , tak semua lah . hahaa . kepada sesiapa yg sedang bercinta tu , hati hatilah bercinta ye , sebab cinta itu membuatkan org yg sihat menjadi sakit , org yg gemuk menjadi kurus , org yg kaya menjadi miskin , orang normal menjadi gila , jika cinta itu disambut oleh para pecinta yg PALSU . cinta itu tidak selalu bersama jodoh , tapi jodoh itu selalu bersama cinta okey . Ingat-ingatlah selalu J

hahaa -.-'

when I starting to study and seacrh something  

and sometime like this !! 

and I be like this !! 

or this !!!

and I laughing like this !!

hahaa . .

the people thinking . .

airplane

Doing nothing except staring at the screen , watching some bastard think that the missing airplane and Islam is a some joke . 

Don't play with Islam guys .

You don't know what gonna happen .

What if just because of that three bastard , Malaysia is the next thing missing after this ?

Allah is the Most Powerful . 

Seriously , don't make some joke about this serious thing .

Always think before you do something weird .

This is the first time I talk about this because you play with my Islam dudes .

I really don't care about the missing airplane .

I just care about the passengers .

But the answer we get is just some bastards play with coconut and Do Re Mi or whatever .

please don't !!

I don't wanna hear you've got a girlfriend !!

Sometimes you're better off alone

But if you change your mind, you know where I am

Yeah, if you change your mind, you know where to find me

'Cause I don't ever wanna hear you've got a girlfriend

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn’t stay away, I could’nt fight it.

I’d hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded

That for me it isn’t over

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don’t forget me, I beg

I remember you said..

Allways dear.. sigh L

already tired . .

yes!! I’m tired . totally tired dear . sampai nak writing for blog pun tak sempat , sbb terlalu banyak asigment and project for this sem . da dapat 1 , siap , submit then dapat lagi . oh maii .. individual pulak tu .

okey. remember that , the story pasal MTV Clip tu ?? yeah . yg tu laa . pasal tu laa I x sempat-ii nk update blog . soryguys . J pasal MTV Clip tu nnt I uplod tok u all tengok . memang buruk pown , sbb budak baru belajar kan ?? but , I don’t care , yg penting I buat dari tak buat langsung . hahaa 

then, now tgh starting buat paper toy + packaging layout dy sekali .  plus new project pulak . oh god . klu-ii I ada tangan like that . da lama siap semua project & asgment . but , memang tak akan laa . klu tangan I banyak macam tu , da lama I kena kejar dengan FBI or whatever sbb tangan tu je . hahaa

and now , tambah pulak daa 3 malam nie I x cukup tido , sbb tejaga pkol 4 pg . I don’t why. tidor lambat , bangun awal . sakit ooo macam tu . sumpah tired giler . then , nak pergi class lg . oh maii . hmm .. tak pe laa I redho . nama pun student kan ?? I’m rite ??  like a baby nie . sampai tertidor dekat kasut . haha pour . 

buboy guys J

HATI !!!! Kau kena kuat !!!!

❤¸¸.•» HATI...kau kena kuat, jangan cepat mengalah..jangan cepat melatah, kalau kau kuat, insyALLAH..tidak ada apa-apa yang boleh buat kau goyah..

❤¸¸.•» HATI..jangan kau taksub dengan cinta dunia..cinta itu sementara, mungkin kau tidak bisa dapat cinta sesama manusia, tapi penuhkanlah cinta itu hanya untuk Penciptanya..

❤¸¸.•» HATI..jangan kecewa..manusia lain mungkin tidak tahu apa yang kau rasa tapi Allah sentiasa ada..sentiasa bersedia untuk kau kembali kepadaNya..

❤¸¸.•» HATI..Allah tidak akan uji kau kalau Dia tahu kau tidak mampu untuk menghadapinya...Allah tahu kau kuat, setiap kali kau jatuh akibat kekecewaan dunia, bangunlah kau menghadapNya..DIA uji kau kerana mahu kau sentiasa sedar, yang cinta kau itu hanya milikNya..

❤¸¸.•» HATI..kau jangan menangis..kau jangan sedih..Allahkan ada..

oh my gucci..

ASKAR Udara Kanan,Izwan Mohd Yusof, mencium perut isteri beliau yang mengandung sebelum berlepas dari TUDM Subang ke Lubnan dalam misi kedua Malbatt 850-1 Unifil.

oh my gucci . I was totally overwhelmed to see them . betapa syg nya si suami dekat isteri dia .  lagi untung dapat suami yang betul-ii syg dekat kita . askar plak tu . I da laa pantang dengan askar nie . dari sch lg interested dengan askar and then masuk uniform askar . then dapat plak 3 calit jadi sarjan and komande . lagi laa I jadi gila . hee . mybe dri sbb tu kot I betul-ii interested dengan askar nie . da laa taff , paras rupa tolak ketepi kejap . yeah .. lg-ii dengan baju celoreng dia . melting seyh .. hehee :P . 

tapi kan .. bila agak nya I nak dapat orang yg betul-ii syg dekat I ?? . tak abis-ii kene tinggal je . huhuu I nie jahat sangat ke ?? . hmm . orang kata , kalau ada jodoh , tak kemana . right guys ?? . tak pe laa . I still waiting my prince charming . hahaa  tapi yang penting study dulu . hee

meaning apologized to you ..

Acting like nothing has happened after an incident doesn't make everything perfect again. An apology is needed when an apology is due..

Sorry does not mean you can forget everything after you say that . It means "regret" for what you have done and find the solution to get everything back to normal ~ normally . people does not care about this .­­­ bcoz of the habits . "Selfish" are in their life . and also due to the self who does not "mature thinking" about the problem..  sorry .. broken language.. J  

assingment + project = submit in same day ..

Assalamualaikum . hye guys , how are u today ?? fine ?? alhamduliah . this week da masuk week 3 . so ofcoz laa dah ada  project kan ?? huhuu . I da dapat 2 project 1 assingment and submit pada hari yang sama . the first project in subject DPM-collage , second one subject DI-paper toy and the third subject IMD-MTV clip [animation] . 

okey , yang collage tu kira senang laa . bak kata u all pre sch pown boleh buat kan . no , no , no !! its not same guys . kalau buat ala-kadar je . marks pown al-kadar je laa kan . so , the important is buat keje dengan ketelitian yang amat dalam sedalam lautan cinta . hahaa just joke . 

a second one is paper toy , bagi I paper toy nie kacang yang tingal dimakan je . yang third nie yang parah sikit . kene buat purposal + storyboard = animation in 1 minute with song that I choose then burn in cd + cover . macam mana nak buat kalau idea tak ada . lagi-ii tengah akhir bulan nie , ofcoz tak masyuk kan . hmm . I tak kisah dengan project nie . masalah dia sekarang nie kene submit pada  tarikh yang sama . oh god . mati macam nie . hope roommate I tolong nanti . amin J  huhuu

money

money , moeny , money ... yeah , especially student macam I nie and u all jugak la kan . duit poket ofcoz tak kan cukup  kan ? . nak harap kn duit ptptn ?? hahaa I hanya mampu gelak je . kalau mara tak pe laa jugak . 

nie plak  I baru nak masok rumah sewa   . lagi laa banyak pakai duit . hmm , sebelom nie I duduk hostel je . tapi nak buat macam mana kan ?? da nama student  . lain laa klu u all duduk serumah dangan family . salah satu caranya ialah , dgn berjimat cermat selagi yang boleh . makan pown ala kadar je , magie adalah peneman setia student , tak kesah laa ipta or ipts . that’s right guys ? tipu kalau tak . hahaa . nak buat macam mana kan ?? . redho je laa . 

tapi seriesly awal tahun nie I mmg sekek gila nak mampus , dengan nak beli barang multimedia and art lagi . tambah-ii plak fon I da nk separuh mati , so terpaksa laa kene tukar jugak fon nie . nak mintak dekat my parents memang tak laa kan. memang tak kan dapat  , lain laa mcm parents u all . oh my god , sedeyh nya life macam ni . huhuu kalau-ii ada org nak kasi duit macam tu saje tanpa buat apa-ii , kan bagus .. macam dalam gambar nie . hahaaa 

tapi sayang , tak akan ada punya . melain kan parent kita sendiri . right guys ?? . huhuu tapi duit nie macam kura-ii . nak masuk punya laa lambat , tapi keluar macam arnab . fuhhhh .. laju siot . hahaaa

macam gambar nie . hahaa teruk kan ?? nasib-ii ..  apa yang boleh buat ialah redho je laa . apa yang penting student or tak yang penting berjimat cermat . okey guys ?? assalamualaikum :) 

hmm ..

assalamualaikum . taktau macam mana nak gambarkan perasaan ni . geram , sedih , sakit hati , marah , sentap berbagai lagi lahh , Allah je yang tau keseluruhan cerita. Ya Allah , bawa dia jauh dari pandangan mataku . halalkan segala pemberiannya . Amin..

welcome home 2014 ^^

Assalamualaikum . new sem , new friend , new problems , new assignment , new boyfie hahaa just . joke .  btw , happy  2014 guys  . tinggalkan segala probs yg ada pada thn 2013 . okey ??  insyallah thn nie I akn lbh byk menulis . insyallah J