survive

I tried to survive. Without a word, without a rhyme in each of my conscience. Tired of waiting, Love you never reciprocated. Funny indeed, I can still smile, laugh to see you there with him. Funny indeed, I still miss you. Although I know your heart is dead to me. Funny indeed, the heart is always rosy though I cry for you every night. Funny indeed, I was just expecting you. Although always wound I got. In my pain, taste is still hope for you.

My inner voice is always the same tone every day. Singing a song of longing just for you. Have you ever felt what I felt? Have you noticed the amount of flavor that I gave? Lonely alone, forgotten. You just disappeared. And I am silent in thought, lonely and shivering in fear. Realize that how far you are, how quiet my soul.

Is there feel the same way I feel? Or is it only a sense of hope? There was no intention to forget. I tried to accept if it wishes to go. I want to be your rainbow, which will always be able to make your life more colorful in my own way.
I know, maybe I’m not one of them my best. But I know, I’ve got their own way to make you happy. Comfortable with you, even though you can not ever had. Not for me this morning, too, this morning for our story that has past. Good morning love. From every beat of my heart, which I remember only your name. Although you’re not mine. If better without you, I would prefer the best.